went out with jenny today.. we planned to go east coast but we didnt cuz its raining.. so went orchard.. veri tired today so didnt walk as much.. sis bf treat pizza today to celebrate.. hee.. watching a show bout 4 leaf clover.. very nice show.. 2005 soon!! weeee~ a bit she bu de this year..!! but also cannot hold on to it forever.. hope everything goes well in 2005.. i wish everyone happie new year! *kiss kiss*









f0ur-leaf clover* ` luck.hope.faith.love]]*all wat i need.. praying hard*

alone at home the whole day.. cuz my 2 sisters and paretns went to work.. i'm the onli one rotting at home.. later goin to meet eunice jx and hui juan.. go gym.. shld be fun~ just watched "tiramisu" nicholas tse and li jia xin are the male and female lead.. veri nice movie.. veri sad als0.. the ending is really damn sad.. veri romantic and sweet story, too bad it has a sad ending.. the story behind tiamisu.. the movie says the taste of tiramisu is different when u eat with a veri special person to u.. enjoy this movie a lot.. still got an hr and 30 min to go b4 4pm.. rot till its time to go.. haha.. mayb read some mag or wat.. 2005 soon! getting excited! =)










the star of love *`

weeee~ didnt go out today.. tot i was goin to rot at home but i didnt! haha.. crap and play a lot with my sister today.. watch vcd and tidy up our cupboards.. i just realise how much clothes we have.. but threw away a lot today.. all cant fit or veri old lia0.. think my mum gonna donate them to dunno who or sell to galang-guni.. haha.. dunno if its spelled like this.. hmm.. watched "yesterday once more" long feng dou.. not veri nice lar.. and we didnt even know when it ends.. we were like "huh? end ler arh? wat does it means?" haha.. den we maded ice kachang.. my sis went to buy rose syrup.. though onli ice, no other things like red bean or wat but its still veri nice.. tml goin gym with eunice and 2 other ppl i dunno who.. urm.. tats all bout it.. byieee..









wonder if i will still react like the way i always do]]*prayin hard

didnt got to online these few days.. mayb is lazy lar.. hee.. went swimming with eunice in the morning.. den went orchard to shop with mother and sister.. shop till my leg break.. bought a lot of things.. spent a lot.. wan to buy sports shoe de.. budden cant find one that is nice, and is allowed to wear to school de.. so didnt buy.. reach home bout 11 plus.. veri tired..
went to work today.. damn lot of ppl.. den i is sell uniform de.. some parents veri impaitient de loh.. wait a while als0 cannot de.. den someimes 2, 3 ppl all tell me wat they wan at the same time.. den i ask them wait a while they face black black.. grrr.. work so hard only earn $20..
after work went compass eat.. like hungry ghost like tat.. haha.. den went to buy my sports shoe ler.. i just buy nike de.. like white shoe liddat but got a blue tick there.. alomost same as my pink one.. budden much cheaper.. almost half the price.. offer i think.. hee.. den went to buy ring, ear sticks.. den go home ler.. watch vcd with my sister den came online.. tml doin project, but i think the bk shop needs ppl to go down.. hopefully they can find ppl down.. dun wanna go down.. veri tiring.. wanna enjoy my last week of hol.. sch gonna start soon! hope everything will be fine.. =)






change f0r the good]]*used to it >.<

changed skin.. wasnt veri happie with it but i think its time to change lar.. a bit tired of the same skin.. but i think sth's wrong.. the music or wat.. i was suppose to wrok today but i didnt wan to so i told zir0ng.. christmas eve wanna stay at home enjoy.. haha.. budden still have t0 go tuition.. den after that meet jenny go return vcd.. den went home ler.. tml goin to aunt hse have dinner.. weee~ sure got x'mas present de.. hee.. and got nice food to eat! =D christmas is coming! haha.. just in a few hours~ weeee~ my mum bought a lot of chocolates.. but soon it will be finished.. hahaha.. think my 2nd sis got sth for me.. hee.. cant wait to open the presents.. i'm feeling veri high n0w~ hahaha~ =D







christmas wiish]]*pray hard

everything is in a mess n0w.. tired of many things.. tired of thinking so much.. grrr.. anyway ytd went roller blading with jenny and yuen tuck.. that idiotic yuen tuck.. keep ka jia0 me one leh.. keep hitting me.. quite fun lar.. hmm.. tml christmas eve ler~ a bit excited.. hehe.. bought sth for my 2 sisters.. soft toy.. i like it a lot too.. haha.. i'm such a good sister.. hahaha.. feeling a bit sick.. hope i wont fall sick on christmas eve or christmas.. i wan to celebrate.. i wan to countdown with my family.. i wan to shout and cheer.. haha.. dun wan lie down there sick.. looking forward to tml!













its always like tat]]*weird0 >.<

feel like chewing sth n0w.. mayb sweet or wat.. haha.. weird.. today we met to do project.. at my hse.. but lileen came damn early when i asked her to come slighty earlier.. she came at 10 plus.. our project suppose to start at 1.. haha.. but nvm lar.. den watch vcd.. started vefore lileen came.. den she watch with me and my sis lor.. not nice de.. veri boring.. hmm.. den i drag her to my room to help me translate a music movie.. edis0n de.. x) hee.. cuz in cantonese ma.. den dun understand.. i watched it twice le.. and now the 3rd time.. after the translation den i reliase some parts veri funnie.. haha.. and edis0n is still same.. so cute.. hahaha.. the music movie was half an hr but we took 1 hr to finish watching cuz i'm pausing at every sentence.. haha.. den mabel and xiao wei come ler ate lunch den wanted to start doing budden mabel got some vcds from malaysia, so we watched "seed of chuckie" actually a bit sian.. though a bit scary lar.. hmmm den we start to d0 project ler.. finish ler den we go hg mall.. arcade.. played a lot lar.. guns, racing, dancing.. i mean ddr lar.. haha.. went to eat after tat den go home ler! haha.. tml goin blading with jenny and yuen tuck.. =D me go rest ler.. cia0~











i'm still missin u =( ]]*gagaga

went to zoo ytd with my tw0 sisiers and my da jie de bf.. it was fun.. haha.. mayb i sound a bit childish but it was really fun~ haha.. saw a lot of animals.. the last time i go to zoo i think is pri 6.. i miss those animals.. haha.. saw white tiger, cows, monkeys and more more more.. some are really cute.. took a lot of photos.. den went sembawang there to have dinner.. sakae sushi.. my sis bf treat.. wahaha.. he's a nice guy.. and funnie.. haha.. one of the converstaions:


*sis walk at the middle of the road*

sis bf: hey i havent buy the road yet leh..
or u buy le nv tell me?



haha.. we laughed all the way to zoo.. haha.. hmmm.. den today went hg mall den kovan with lileen.. buy things ler go take photo.. den g0 home ler.. reach home at bout 1 plus.. den xiaowei call me ask me go out.. den meet her and zir0ng at mrt station.. 4pm.. watch ocean 12.. i got no idea wats the whole movie is about cuz we're having popcorn war.. haha.. we just keep throwing popcorn and laugh.. haha.. but at least i got to see shuai ge.. haha.. den went home ler.. this few days getting lazier.. so nv update blog or online.. wed going roller blade with jenny and yuent tuck i think.. tml doing pr0ject.. den thursday gotta help at the bookshop.. den fri goin tuition plus mayb goin mabel's hse.. got party.. hmm.. sch gonna start soon ler! dunn0 is happie or sad..












suddenly`]]*i miss u lots

watched windstruck with my sis just n0w.. veri veri nice movie.. veri sad and touching.. the starting of the story was like so happie type.. didnt expect such ending.. cried a lot.. cuz its really veri sad.. think many ppl watch le als0 will cry de.. haha.. went to town, hg mall with jenny.. i bought 2 tshirts and SHE de cd.. and i'm broke lia0.. jenny more broke than me lar.. haha.. had fun with her.. cuz as usual we laugh laugh laugh and chat all the way lor.. we 5 plus den meet arh.. so didnt shop as much as we usually d0.. hmm but enjoy lar.. jenny bought the slippers at $10 onli and its damn nice! i like it too but its the last pair and its too big for me plus i just bought one and its not cheap.. my mum will kill me if i buy a new one so soon.. haha.. so gave up the idea.. can save money als0.. wahaha.. goin to zoo tml! suppose to go today but suddenly change.. z0o.. sounds like its for small children uh.. haha.. hope it'll turn out fun!












little finger]]*the pr0mise

netball training today..i cant seems to do anything rite.. my passes are forever so lousy.. today's training veri relax.. spent a lot of time watching shooters shoot.. den they rest just sit down at watch.. we chit chat a bit lar.. cant control.. haha.. after tat go cp eat.. den went hg mall walk a while den g0 home ler.. watch the fruits basket again.. veri nice.. hmmm.. nth much.. cia0











mayb the pr0b is with me]]*tat's the reas0n`old swit memories tat nv will come back

today veri tired arh! went to work early in the morning.. den carry a lot of things... haha.. $10 pay not easy to earn arh.. tml netball training.. need to wake up early again.. zZzz hope not as tough.. hmmms.. watched a japan anime today.. fruits basket.. shui gu0 lan.. veri nice... bout a few guys and gurls, if the opposite sex touches them they will transform into diff animal.. den got one guy i like a lot.. veri shuai and cute de.. he is cat.. but hot tempered.. budden he tried to change for a gurl.. the gurl knew their secrets and live with them.. den got one episode is bout the other guy who is seahorse.. his love story.. damn sad.. the gurl she likes know about the curse and she dun mind.. so they wan to get married.. budden the head angry, den smash err i think bowl on the floor den hit the guy's left eye.. nealry gone blind.. den the head keep say tat its the gurls fault.. the gurl kept crying non stop and blamed herself.. in the end the guy cant bear to see the gurl suffer so he go erase her memory.. just the part they fall in love and spent the time together all these.. den when he erasing her memory , the gurls cried and said sorrie she couldnt protect him.. this part damn sad.. i cried at this part with my sis.. haha.. den the gurl next day like nth happen liddat, den say thank u den happily walk away ler.. this part als0 veri sad.. the guy look at her back, watch her walk away.. so sad! haha.. end of my story..










a different feelin`]]*is it changing?

weeeee~ went for a hair cut today! same salon i went last time.. ex budden the service veri good, the ppl there veri nice.. happie with my haircut.. haha.. today got work.. veri tiring today cuz we need to pack all the books.. a lot of books come today.. all sec 1 de.. den went ps.. got cut hair.. veri long arh.. 1 hr liddat.. lileen and zirong accompany me there.. den went to eat swensens.. nice worrr~ haha.. den go home ler! tml doin project.. dun feel like doin but cann0t dun d0.. hmm go rest le.. cia0!










=D

heya! i'm backkkkk~ haha.. netball camp was fun! but tough too.. for the first day, we are slipt grps, yell0w, orange, green, purple. den we have to choose a new grp name too.. orange is piyo piy0, purple is pooh, yell0w is sponge, green is bob.. haha.. yell0w and green are like sort of one grp.. so they call spongebob.. haha.. i'm in piy0 piy0! haha.. den we have training, den games.. i like the amazing race.. haha.. all of us was like runningall ard trying to find the clue.. i like the pictionary als0.. veri fun.. haha.. had a lot of fun.. other games were okie.. den second training.. we got beep test.. stamina thingy.. i did badly.. haha.. den went to bath.. we have to do it so fast cuz the ppl waiting outside would be knocking and shouting.. haha.. we went to rivervale plaza for dinner.. $2.50 each.. cant spend more than tat unless we use the money we bring.. but most of them surrender their wallets and hp so they got no money.. this camp whole day damn hungry.. not like at home wan eat jiu eat.. cant slp at nite, but manage to wake up on time.. haha... second day, as usual training.. den we went for lunch, at rivervale plaza again.. den go do somethings for the cca carnival.. den got mini carnival.. other schools come.. b girls didnt do well budden the c girls did veri well.. proud of them.. haha.. it was raining.. den all drenched.. nite time buffet! this yr sec 4s also came down.. the food was nice! haha.. mr lim, mrs chong's hubby and her tw0 children.. veri cute.. den went to ava room watch vide0.. cuz mrs chong birthday ma, so we bluff her we watching the 1998 australia vs new zeland netball match.. budden its actually a vide0 prepared by coach and us.. coach put in a lot of effort.. den mrs chong was touched, everyone was cheering.. den last slide is for the sec 4s.. den we sing the graduation song.. the whole atmosphere like veri sad.. den started to cry.. haha.. i saw kwang li den i cry als0.. a lot of ppl cried.. all the sec 4s, plus rachel, lilian and some other ppl.. suddenly think of how they treat us, the times we've been together, blah blah blah.. den tears start rolling down.. haha.. damn tired so went to sleep wothput having supper.. i wasnt hungry als0 lar.. slp till veri swit arh.. nv wake up all these.. den last day of camp.. veri slack.. after doing some drills den straight away go into court games.. den we can try out watever position we wan den she's like at a side singing away with other ppl who's not playing.. den we went to pack up and got some prize presentation.. piy0 piy0 is last.. haha.. sponge got 1st, pooh second, bob third.. but we all got sth.. =D overall really veri fun.. though veri tired.. miss my home and my family a lot.. hehe.. gonna rest! cia0..









wonder if u ever bothered to]]*is it tat hard?? grrrr..

watched white chicks.. woke up early just to watch tat.. wanted to watch at nite, budden guess i'm turning in early tonite.. tml camp ler! packed all the stuffs today.. managed to squeeze everything in.. budden i left somethings out cuz dun think need so nv bring.. make it lighter.. first day got beep test ler.. test stamina one.. veri scared tat one arh.. just now channel 5 dunn0 got wat show bout netball der.. den the felicia chin wan challenge 10 goals in 10 min.. like game liddat lor.. den got tell a bit bout the rules and stuffs.. while watching suddenly veri pr0ud of netball.. haha.. my mum's birthday today!! haha.. do card lia0.. den sunday go eat lor.. my sister treat.. =D happie brithday mummie!!! muackz!!








letting it g0]]*let nature take its course`

i bit my tongue!! hard! the cut veri deep den bleed a lot.. now touch saliva als0 pain arh.. really damn pain.. went netball training this morning.. b4 tat went to eat breakfast with xiao wei.. she sia0 one.. keep laughing for nth.. haha.. training today was okie.. cuz we gotta do the video thingy.. after training went cp eat kfc.. went home watch "the death curse" with my sis.. i watch b4 ler.. but my sis scared.. haha.. actually not veri scary.. got twins.. den went hg mall with her, bought some clothes and dinner den went home watch "A1 tou tiao" bout murder de.. got edis0n =D not veri nice.. i dun really understand the story.. haha.. next time got time den watch again.. camp is on this thursday.. i'll miss my bed.. tml sure bath veri long.. the last bath b4 i go for camp.. in sch bath cannot bath veri long.. must fast fast fast.. haha.. sure miss home de.. haha.. training sure tough.. =( hope i wont die there.. haha.. i go take care of my tongue ler.. bye ppl..












once in a blue mo0n]]*it still the same`nv ever changes

weee~ ytd went malaysia.. one day.. reach there eat den went to erm sort of zoo liddat de place.. den ride on elephant.. fun~ haha.. fed it sugar canes too.. veri fun.. den went to pray.. after tat eat again den went shopping.. nth much to shop.. so went to eat kfc.. malaysia's kfc is nicer.. haha.. i saw rainbow too.. veri nice.. i lurve the last part most.. we went to see fire flies.. ying huo chong.. veri nice! on the trees.. den like christmas tree like tat lor.. veri nice.. some fly to us.. den we all stand den try to catch.. budden a bit not steady lar.. cuz we on the boat ma.. scared drop.. haha.. den went home.. in between got sth else lar.. budden lazy to talk bout it.. haha.. and one thing i noticed bout my relatives.. they cant believe i;m 15 next yr.. all my relatives were like "huh so big le arh.. i tot u next yr pri 4 onli" zZzz i look so small meh.. den they keep stuff all the food to me.. lunch and dinner they keep taking a lot of food for me de.. cuz i'm the fattest compare to my tw0 sisters ma.. den all tot i can eat a lot.. ya lar i can eat more than them but not a lot.. but the food veri nice lar.. haha.. today went to watch movie.. -without a paddle- bout 3 guys who went for treasure hunt.. quite funnie lar.. me and xiao wei treat mabel cuz her birthday.. alvin was there too.. they veri swit lorr.. haha.. mmm went mos burger to eat den went home lia0.. veri tired.. tml still got netball.. go watch tv ler! cia0..

wanted to stay online longer last nite budden dunn0 why suddenly feel a bit angry for no reason.. haha.. i als0 dunno why.. den went to slp ler.. this morning watch tv den went to kovan return the vcds.. cuz cant return tml.. goin malaysia for 1 day.. zZz must wake up 4 plus den 5 plus go.. so early.. but my mum says we will be taking some small boats into caves to see "ying huo chong".. sounds great.. bought a few cds home too.. buy 1 $12.90 de can get 2 free de.. bought final romance and the other 2 cant rmb the title.. budden final romance is the free one.. got edis0n =x i watch b4 ler.. haha.. i think my sis gonna kill me.. say waste money or wat.. but who cares.. buy also buy le.. haha.. watched final romance and the other i dunn0 wats the title.. got eason chen and gillan.. final romance nice.. veri romantic.. hmmm.. mayb blog again tonite..











fated]]*when its time to come, it will`fight for it

watched -xin zha shi mei- 1 and 2 today.. haha.. nice nice.. 1 is better.. denial wu.. shuai als0.. haha..today work.. den buy books.. damn heavy.. at first they say wat wan go my hse de.. den i happie hapiie cuz got ppl help me take le ma.. den i board on bus le bing cha0 suddenly say wanna go home first.. den he pull kang jie.. den xiao wei dunn0 gong gong stand there.. den the door close.. den i have to carry all the books alon homme.. damn heavy lor.. hand breaking lia0 ler.. got my pay today.. veri little onli.. sob.. next few weeks sure veri lilttle als0.. so mnay ppl wanna do.. where got chance.. no job no money.. haha.. i realise i forget things quite easily.. especially the movies i watched b4.. after a while i cant rmb wats the story about ler.. haha.. if i study also like tat den i die le lor.. and i'm addicted to movies.. haha.. i keep on renting vcds.. cant stop.. everytime watch finish got a weird weird de feeling.. like veri lost.. haha.. weird weird lar.. mayb think too much or holiday too free.. haha.. go watch tv ler.. cia0..










the missi0n]]*will the day come?